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hey this is me agian...i guess i am doin a bit better now... but on another note my big bro is comin home and he got me a straighener for christmas cuzz he didn't know what else to get me i guess thats a thig i needs... miranda is goin 2 town wit rebecca and james ...but dis year i can't go so i guess they will have fun away wit out me... well i am just here now in the computer room now wit my class and rebecca is sittin next to me now ... well i guess i should go now ok later everyone !!! Luvs ya all lots
..::..kayla..::..

Current Mood: anxiousanxious to see corey!!!

hey lj
well i never wrote in this in a long time...well i am writtin now cuzz i am mad!!!cuzz of my math test i got 2 day well i must of got stupit of the summer cuzz in world geography i got a stupit 71 and i cryed cuzz of how bad i did and in math well i got a 51 LIKE O M G !!! EVERYONE in the class did better then me i couldn't believe my eyes when i seen them when i was doin the math and i blanc out it was so scary it was like i didn't know a thing...i don't knwo what is happenin 2 me i am worrin about everything but important stuff like my school work so i guess i have more than one thing 2 worrin about and i don't really want 2 talk about!!!

it is cuzz everyone will just get mad at me...but i am just sick of it!! ME BEIN FAT I HATE IT I FEEL LIKE I AM A OUTSIDER OF MY GROUPS NO TALKS 2 ME IN THE SAME WAY THEY DO EVERYONE ELSE!!!SO I AMM REALLY GOIN 2 TRY 2 DO EVERYTHING AND YES I DID TRY NOT 2 EAT FOR ALMOST A WEEK AND HALF...YES I DID GET SICK CUZZ OF IT...BUT I THINK I AM OK...

but on another thing that i wants 2 say it that i had my vision and my hearin done and i found out i can hear really good but i am kind of blind in one eye i think my right...

Well i have the best of friends like miranda,rebecca,heidi,kristin,ally, rita,leo,peter,and i have to thank everybody for helpin me throught hards things that happens to me...I LOVE U ALL!!!<3

I also miss my friend from the summer carlee and she was also the best to me we did everything and i miss her very much...Loves u carlee !!! <3<3

And i miss jamiee she is also another friend...Loves ya !!! <3

Well i think that is it for now ok later everyone...<3

Luvs Ya<3

..::..Kayla..::..

Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed -n- depressed
Current Music: Hinder-Lips Of An Angel

well i had sum fun in town it was awesome well when i went in i had 2 go babysittin wit leah well that was fun...then we had 2 take the bus down 2 the avalon well that was a long ride and then we went back 2 leahs and i went 2 visit corey and said hi 2 him and then went shoppin wit leah and leeann...man i got sum stuff and loves it all then when i was done shoppin we met up wit steve and freddy and freddy jumped up on leahs back and give her and me a big hug it like he never seen me and leah in years...lol then when we were done shoppin we went 2 get sum thing 2 eat and then freddy took my bag of stuff and went home so he could go 2 work...and we went a watched a movie...it was called World Trade Center...it was the best me leah and leeann were cryin while steve was just sittin there doin nothing but he did like it that was the point...cuzz it was so real the way the movie was...and then after the movie we were up for hours and then we all went 2 bed...Zzzzzzzz...lol the next morin i got up and went over 2 see corey again and ask mom if i could stay another nite but wasn't allowed so we went shoppin again before i had 2 go so i can get me exercises and pens and pencils and highlighters ane everything else...then they dropped me off at canadian tire and wait for them 2 come back wit my stuff and go wit tammy home so i did and lan forgot my school bag and my friendship braclet...that i gave carlee and me...and i can't lose that...

when i come home and showed my clothes to everyone here and went out wit carlee and me and here where cryin cuzz she was leavin the next day and she gave me a card and i gave her one the she came down here and got on da computer and made stuff on dis for me and i cryed... and her mom and dad came down 2 me house 2 see my mom and she liked them ...then i had 2 go up there...and her mom took pics of me and carlee... then i had 2 go home...so i said good nite and gave hur another hug...i am really goin 2 miss her...

well thats it ok later...<3

x0xkaylax0x

Current Mood: sadmiss carlee...<3
Current Music: CRY-MANDY MOORE

Hey LJ
well i haven't written in dis for a long time well anyway wats been up is i have been hangin wit carlee and she is soon leavin...so sorry if i havn't been hangin wit u guys...but her mom and da got married i didn't get 2 make it so i went up and seen them it was so fun and her dad is the funnyest...and her mom is the best 2 talk 2...well heidi is always tryin 2 find out what me and carlee r always at cuzz she talked about me and carlee so anyway...

Last saturday me and carlee were babysittin at kelly's up on the hill...miranda u should know what i am talkin about...anyway i we went up and we had funn i was actually chasin mackenzie and carlee around then me and taylor played a game on his game cube it was awesome...then carlee and mackenzie played barbie's they were havin so much fun till mackenzie hit her wit a doll...not funny(lol) but then mackenzie was fallin asleep so carlee brought her up in her room and fell asleep wit her so i left her alone till they came home then i went up 2 get her and it was just so cute but it was 3:30 and we both were tired so i walked her home and i was actually pushin her up the road she was so tired...that was fun...

more news leah came home sunday and came down 2 nite 2 get kaitlin so they could go up 2 her house and camp out...lol fun...she came in and me and her rain and gave a big hug and she gave mom a hug it was so cool 2 see her now if i could just see corey...(miss u bro)! but anyway leah is suppose 2 to buy mom mary brown's...and take me out 2 supper...so we can catch up and talk abit...then when i go 2 town sunday i am goin shoppin wit leah and have more fun...i am really goin 2 miss u leah:'(...

well anyway carlee is leavin saturday of dis week and i am goin 2 get her 2 stay here friday and then go up and cry and do all that...but before she goes i am givin her a pic of 2 of us in a pic frame...and a friendship braclet...I AM GOIN 2 MISS U CARLEE:'( Well i will always remember u as my best friend...ok luvs ya xoxoxo...

well i guess i will miss u all even leah and corey and ben and wanda...luvs ya

ok well i guess that is it for now...laterz everyone ok bye

Luvs ya ♥

..::..peachez..::..

Current Mood: bouncybouncy but still sad...
Current Music: CRY-MANDY MOORE

hey lj
well me i have been up 2 nothing only hangin wit a new friend and she is the nices u could ever get well yesterday we went 2 dunville and we babysit her little brother porterr and he is a cuttie 2 and she has 3 dogs and we had 2 dog sitt them lol it was os fun we had alot of fun well i knows i did and then we played horse shoes now that was fun well first her dad and her aunt glady's played first and then ben lost so they gave me and carlee a turn and i got 2 points just 4 hittin them we had a lot of fun and her aunt made lazana anyway don't know how 2 spell it but then i helped her dad alot and glady's and then we were in said and her dad got up on the stairs and jump off the top and her name was petea and she didn't get hurt just a big shock...i almost started 2 cry and then her mom gave me and carlee 20 bucks each for babysittin and dogsittin it was fun and then we went out side i told her any time she needs sum one 2 go wit her or do stuff like show her places or just whatever 2 ask me and i will go wit her...but today they r gone 2 town today 2 visit one of her aunts in town and she asked me but my mom wouldn't let me so she is goin 2 stay down 2 my house that is goin 2 be so cool

well i guess i should go and do nothing 2 day ok bye!!

x0xkaylax0x

Current Mood: goodgood
Current Music: rumors

Well hey lj
i really don't have much 2 say only that my cousins weddin is in 10 more days...and 2 see leah cuzz when she comes out we r goin at alot just so i can get out of this house and hang wit leah and have fun like i always does but even if we can go swimmin i hear most of the people around here every second or third day they all go swimmin and i was only swimmin once the whole summer and even go school shoppin wit u again more memories that i can say well i can't wait 2 see u again...

i don't know y my family says all that bad stuff about cuzz i am fat and they don't know that i have feelings that keeps me up everynite cuzz i cry and think what people says all the time and the only one that helps me everytime i am down is leah and corey and mom and shelley one of my moms longest workers i just don't know what 2 do any more and 2 see leah again and help me thorgh everything...it just seems everything changes everyday ya me and mirandas fight is over but she just didn't talk 2 me after we said sorry but oh well i just have 2 say as long as i have leah i will be fine...

well i just wanted 2 say congrads that leah is done school untill september and my cuz that is gettin married i just can't believe i am invitied 2 this one but i can't wait 2 see amanda and darren again they r engaged but i can't believe how long they r together for...

well i only have 2 more years now and i will be goin 2 prom and i don't know what 2 do i don't who 2 ask 2 go wit me just for my date but oh well i mite not even go...ya i know i am fat but that is not a reason but i am really sweet so i guess if i don't find a date i don't know we will just have 2 see...and then on my own after i graduate and go back 2 school in town i don't know what one but i will get in a good one but i don't if i will be by myself 2 go 2 school cuzz heidi if she does and then decides 2 quit and miranda and jamiee and james and rebecca well i don't know if they even wants me 2 go 2 school wit them...well i do have 2 years 2 figure that one... i hope it all works out...

well now i was talkin 2 amy last nite and she said sum stuff i couldn't believe well that she is comin back here sum time this month and she said she is goin 2 CONA and she said she had her eyebrow pricied and she is gettin another tattoo and that one is goin 2 be for her father...and it is so nice and cool...but like she said it is really goin 2 hurt lol but she said she is still gettin it and i can't wait 2 see it and her it has been so long...and ya i do miss her ya she used 2 make fun of me and laugh at everything i did but she really helped me in sum ways like she said who cares what people say they r just jealous thankz amy i can't wait 2 see u...

well i guess thats all from me now and i guess this summer did work out good and it is still goin good and always well ok luvs ya all
<3XxOo<3

x0xkaylax0x

Current Mood: anxiousanxious to see everyone!!:D
Current Music: BENNY BANASSI - TURN ME UP

hey well i had sum fun last nite me and heidi went out for a walk and talked for a little bit so we actually we went around the block it was a laugh we talked about everything then after that i went in 2 her house and looked at her new school clothes and all of her school suplies we just had 2 much fun and i forgot everytime i did hang around wit her cuzz i don't know when the last time i went outside to hang around so today she is goin 2 town to get more school clothes and then when she comes back we r goin outside again 2 nite and i can't wait we mite begoin anywhere cuzz me and heidi we would do anything...ya everything did changed between us sence we went 2 laval but like last year we r in the same classes again so i guess it well be fun!!!! can't wait 2 see what is goin to happen this year!!!

well our cousin wedding is comin up soon just next month on the 11th cant wait!!! and my brother is comin home and so is leah and i can't wait 2 see them both!!!

well must go and wait till heidi comes home so i can go outside and have fun!!!

Luvs Ya<3<3

x0xkaylax0x

Current Mood: mellowmellow
Current Music: CRY-MANDY MOORE

Well i have sum stuff to say and oh ya i got the perfect message but guess what u can have ur man i don't need peter or t.j and i don't need ye guys 2 have fun so thankz anyway for havin the time of my life but i guess i will be doin alot better now ya i did cry for a couple of days and up all nite think is this the way lif is goin 2 be lonly will if it is i will still be goin 2 school in town and no not wit ye guys by my self and ok i mite of been a little jealous cuzz ye guys always get what ye want and ya good luck and the cafe not like u need it but oh well!!

Well i am so excited cuzz i get to see my bro and my sis leah and she said she come down and see me the first time she comes and hang out wit her for a while so i won't be in da house the whole summer i just can't wait 2 see them and then my cousin is gettin married and i am goin wit leah 2 it i can't wait and then after that i am goin 2 fitzgruls to help the big brother and sister program and just 2 have a good time ya make sum money for the rest of whats left of the summer which i tought i was suppose 2 spent it wit my friend but oh while i guess i will have the best time here wit other friends and i mite go 2 town for a couple of dayz so i can't wait for that...i don't know but this summer turned out better then i thought it would!!!

but i do have a couple of messages for my ex-friends i did have

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well ok i have 2 go now it is gettin late and i am goin 2 think of what i would do for the rest of my live!<x3 :'( :S Luvs ya <3 x0xkaylax0x

Current Mood: indescribablecuzz i have alot goin on!!
Current Music: love is pain

I CAN'T GO 2 THE CONCERT NOW!!!!!

Current Mood: gloomygloomy

well well well my life just gets worst and worst i don't know y i even try 2 get in 2 stuff that don't even come true evry guy i like oh ya just friends wit me but my friends gets it all of it cuzz they r skinny...:S:S

I always like one guy sence grade 7 and he always wit out wit my friends and never thought of me 2 go out wit i was stupit enough to rite a letter 2 him on the internet where every one can see it but he said we r always goin 2 be friends no matter what!!:(

and in laval i liked another friend and i told him that i liked him and he said he didn't care just don't breakup me and my girlfriend and i didn't i still liked him and i didn't show it or nothing cuzz me and his girl friend was one of my friends and i wouldn't do anything 2 friends but my two of my best friends really hurt me when they did sum thing that really broke my heart!! and i am not sayin y i never know one of my bestest friends goes and does the same thing

THAT IS NOT WHAT FRIENDS R SUPPOSE 2 DO AND SO WHAT IF THE GUYS I LIKE GOES OUT WIT YE GUYS

NOW I REALLY HAVE NOBODY CUZZ MY FAMILY TALKS ABOUT ME AND NOW MY FRIENDS DO SUMTHING THAT HURTS THE MOST!!! THANKZ FRIENDS
I THOUGH FRIENDS WERE SUPPOSE 2 BE FRIENDS THAT HELP NOT HURT WELL YE GUYS DID IT!!!

WELL NOW I GUESS I SHOULD GO NOW AND CRY MY EYES OUT :'(

Current Mood: crushedcrushed by my freinds:'(
Current Music: Whats Left Of Me-Nick Lachey
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